...look at the stars, look how they shine for you...

This whole living with people situataion is becoming difficult. This is just one of Noam's depressive blog posts. I can't go a long time without having one. Because I'm BIPOLAR!!! just kidding. I think. Anyways, I'm not befriending that many people in my dorm. In our big group that lives all around Netanya I have lots of good friends, but I never see them. I will call one of them tonight and it will be all good, but its hard to survive in a group that doesn't particularly like me/ignores me. Not that I'm not constantly trying to befriend them, and its draining all my energy and emotional sanity. What happens to Noam when people aren't friends with her for several weeks at a time you ask??? She goes to her room and listens to her iPod and writes blog posts to be posted later. So then she's antioscial, so people don't get to know her --> feedback cycle of doom! It's been really weird not being my big loud hyper happy self for 3 weeks. Yesterday I was at my parents' house and I got really slap happy talking to my siblings and my mom literally thought I was on drugs. Bad results! Also, I loled wayyyy too much while talking to people on AIM (very cool people btw, made my day :) ) It just makes me miss really funny people back home who actually know me, know how to make me laugh and how easy it is, and like me, to some extent at least ;).

Anyways. I'll get over it, time to go back to listening to Coldplay and not having friends......